I am who I am and loved anyway. I hope we all feel that way. "Much more realistic and important to change something in ourselves than in our lives."

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

To New Beginnings…

Last night, we helped pack up the last of my dad’s belongings and sent him off to Alberta this morning. Walking through the empty house I thought I would be sad, maybe even a touch emotional. On the contrary, I did not. Yes, I had a ton of memories go through my mind but nothing that really sadden me.

But I did get emotional talking to dad about him leaving the house and starting new in Alberta. Not because of him leaving Saskatoon but what it meant to him. It meant goodbye to the daily reminders of the last years of mom’s life – which were not great memories for dad. He said he was looking forward to moving to a new place where all the good memories of mom could resurface, like he said “we had a lot of good years”.

So dad, here’s to you and your new beginning! Cheers.

This last week Sarah got her learners license validated so she can now drive. A new beginning as a driver and FREEDOM!! PS I had her drive to church on Sunday – I was surprisingly calm throughout the experience.

Today was a new beginning for Kristie in the workforce. Today she started her first “real” job outside of school. She was excited and nervous.

38. I am thankful for the opportunity to help dad and visit with him on Monday night. This opportunity reminded me that he does have a soft side.

39. I am thankful that Sarah is a cautious driver (so far).

40. I am thankful that Sarah is growing more mature, is willing to try new things occasionally and does not get as upset and angry with me when I enforce consequences.

41. I am thankful that Kristie has a full time job that will help her fund her next year in Regina. For her work ethic, the fact that she is really conscience of her money and not relying on us to pay for everything.

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