I am who I am and loved anyway. I hope we all feel that way. "Much more realistic and important to change something in ourselves than in our lives."

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

She's driving!!

Yep - Kristie went for her driving test and PASSED!! I'm excited, she's excited...I told her to pick me up from work today...

What was I thinking?????
She turned up with her sister - now that was weird seeing her drive into the parking lot and get out of the drivers side. She said it was weird having her sister sit up in the front seat while she was driving.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Computers and Walking:

Well our computer has decided it doesn't like work anymore and is constantly freezing up on us, which means it has been too frustrating to bother with. So since I am spending less time on the computer you think I would have more time for exercising/walking...ehhh.....well.....

But I am trying to get back into it again, honest. I seem to have lost my motivation to do it on my own - no problem when my friend says lets go walking but to sit here and say "I should go for a walk" it doesn't happen.

We are in the process of getting Kristie ready to return to WCC. So I'm sure that will be my next excuse ...

Murray has seeded our backyard last night with this new type of eco grass - suppose to be hardier with deep roots - so less watering/fertilizing, grows slower (less lawn mowing), I'll keep you posted on how well it works.

I've been organizing our files at home and doing lots of shredding, "Muray, we have income tax statements from the 1980's - can I shred them???"

Watching: Angel Season 2,
Reading: Bag of Bones - but am considering giving it up for Showdown by Ted Dekker; the book of Luke; Every Women in the Bible (very good)
Listening: Sarah watching Roswell Season 3, and Murray making supper.
Smelling : cookies baked by Kristie - yum yum
Feeling: restless and tired

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Time for a change?

Historically I change jobs every 5 to 7 years. I am in year 6 of my present job. Still happy, still loving it. Still the best job I’ve ever had.

But…

I got a phone call the other day from the director of our division asking if I had considered applying for the Manager of Support Services and would I consider applying for it. Well, after I recovered from the shock we had a discussion around why I hadn’t and what the job entailed and he ended the conversation with “...think about it and let me know tomorrow if you want to throw your hat in the ring.”

So after discussing it with one of the management staff where I work who I trust to give me their honest opinion of my job skills, talking to my husband, checking out the difference in benefits …

I called him back to say I would throw my hat in the ring.

eeeeeck!!!!…

So now I need to put a resume together (something I haven’t done in ages and I do mean ages!), tell my boss next week, send in the resume and prepare for the interview in September. It has also been 6 years since I’ve done an interview.

The scary part about this is that I would be going from a union job to an out of scope job but as my hubby said, “What has the union done for you lately.” Let me see…nothing but stress.

The funny part about all of this is, after all this stressing about should I or not, typing up a resume and then dealing with an interview – I still might not be the successful candidate and I have a month to take “my hat out of the ring.” But I guess it’s a win win solution. I either get a chance at this exciting new job opportunity or stay in a job I love.

Thank you Lord for this opportunity, I wouldn’t mind a little wisdom and confidence, and peace that I’ve done what is best for my family and me.

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